Thursday, July 13, 2006
haha. wahh. very long never blog liao.. and i promised to blog for GOD. and im late alr la. XDso yeap. lets start! last friday and saturday nights, i went to church of our saviour for the zhu zhi shen mu shi one.. wahh.. let me tell you my experience.
it happened on saturday night. it was after service and the reverend was like asking whoever that wants tongues or get rid of any bad habits, come up to the stage and pray. and since i have tongues alr, [and i really really thank GOD! i think its an opening door for me] so i go up to get rid of my irritating laziness! so i can mug for Os. so i was praying in tongues.. then there were ppl walking pass me looking for ppl to minister to. then some were trying to listen what i was mumbling abt. and when they heard that it was tongue, they just walked away.. [!!!] then there was another one.. she asked me if i know tongues. i said yes. so she just say a short prayer for me and walked off. at least better huh. then later, i saw another man [oops sorry i was peeping =X] standing in front of me and motioning some one to come here. so some one came, after some time[ not immediately] then they ask me to pray in tongues louder. so i shout louder and louder and louder. [though still not that loud. xD] then they were praying for me to be touched by the Holy Spirit. i think God prompted him that im going to get touched bah. that happened at the tuesday night one when i was filled with the Holy Fire. God told eunice and eunice told me.
anyway, back to the point, i speak in tongues for a long long long time. but nothing happened. but THANK GOD! after a long long time... i fell. and i just continued to speak in tongues.. then suddenly, when i was lying, i was filled with the Holy Spirit and started to cry. with sound one leh. very long time since i cry with sound. so i just keep crying. but it was not very consistent. sometimes i stop awhile then i cry again.. im not really sure what im crying abt though. but slowly, i think abt the sad stuffs and let them out and tell God that life is soooo irritating without Him and i decide to live for Him once again.
then later, my mama came and pray for me too. then slowly, i began to be filled with the joy of the Holy Spirit and i laughed. but it was a while only. then later my mama was asking me to get up.. though i was quite disturbed and felt that i was not completely done yet, but slowly, i just got up. and to my surprise, everyone was gone alr! i was the only one lying on the floor! im the last to fall and the last to get up. cool! haha. make me think of a verse. the first will be the last and the last will be the first. haha. so im the first! =D
then when i tried walking. it was very unstable. its like someone drunk like that. LOL. but its only for around 20 steps only la. after that then its slightly better.
haha. His works are amazing, wonderful and awesome isnt it? i finally got touched by the Holy Spirit and it felt very very real to me..
then two days ago, the tuesday night one, i went again. pastor joshua was praying for me and i was touched. Jesus says that He really really loves me alot! and He says that im His BEST child! in my heart, i was like, really? i din even do anthing for you... but pastor joshua emphasised it to me again.. HE REALLY REALLY LOVES ME ALOT!! Praise God!
i was like YES! im going to make sure that im really His BEST child and do many many things for Him..
thank God! although til now, i din really do anything yet, and i did many things that i regretted, but i can feel His Presence with me again! once in a while, i can feel Him prompting me to do His Works though i sometimes chose to ignore it.. xD but i regretted alot! i really desire to keep my mortal ways behind me and one day be really really close to Him.. such that i can hear His voice everytime and choose the right thing to do..
whatever it is, i really really thank God for loving me so so so soooooooo much! though sometimes i tend to forget that Jesus died for ME on the cross. but i thank Him for His comfort and provisions.
and haha.. i think im getting too into it alr.. shall stop now... =D
and you know what?
i really feel like telling the whole wide world that GOD REIGNS FORVER AND EVER AND HE IS A REALLY REALLY COOL GOD! haha. GOD is not boring at all HE is a FUN GOD!
YAY! HAHA. i realised im getting to another paragraph. shall stop now! shall blog some other time! hahahahahahahahahahahaha......... =DD
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